Christopher ANTHONY Cave

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CHRIS, IT IS NOT TO BE USED FOR MALACE OF ANY KIND BY ANYONE...
THE PEOPLE CONCERNED WILL BE HEARING FROM MY SOLICITOR AND IF IT CONTINUES I WILL INVOLVE THE LAW.

THANKYOU SO MUCH. THERESA


CHRISTOPHER ANTHONY CAVE DIED ON THE FITH OF JUNE 2003 AT
1AM.HE WAS SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD AND WAS A SALES ACCOUNTANT FOR SKY T.V. CHRISTOPHER LIVED IN REDCAR
AND HAD A LITTLE BROTHER CALLED THOMAS,HE WAS THREE YEARS OLD WHEN HIS BIG BROTHER WAS STABBED TO
DEATH.......
CHRISTOPHER WAS AN EXTREAMLY HANDSOME YOUNG MAN WITH A HEART OF GOLD AND A PERSONALITY LIKE YOUVE
NEVER SEEN. HE WAS LOVED AND RESPECTED BY ALL WHO KNEW HIM AND GAVE AS MUCH BACK.
HE WAS EVERYTHING TO ME AND HE ADORED HIS ONLY BROTHER TOM.I CANNOT TELL YOU THE BATTLE I FACE EVERY
DAY COMING TO TERMS WIYH MY LOSS.IF I HADNT HAD BEEN BLESSED WITH MY LITTLE BOY TO LOOK AFTER THEN
WITHOUT DOUBT I WOULD HAVE BEEN LAID TO REST WITH MY WONDERFUL SON CHRIS, SO EACH DAY I THANK GOD
FOR GIVING ME THOMAS, HE IS MY LIFE AND EVERY BREATH I BREATH, I BREATH FOR HIM.WE HELP EACHOTHER
THROUGH DAY BY DAY. WE CRY TOGETHER. WE LAUGH TOGETHER AND WE GROW STRONGER BY THE
MINIUTE.CHRISTOPHER OOZED CHARISMA HE HAD GIRLS QUEWING UP AND MADE SURE HE LEFT NONE OF THEM OUT
!!!!EVEN THE OLD AGED PENSIONERS COULDNT HELP BUT LOVE HIM AS HE SERVED THEM UP XMAS TEA EACH
YEAR.HE WAS A PACIFIST HATED VIOLENCE INANY SHAPE OR FORM BUT STOOD UP FOR ANYONE HE FOUND TO BE
GETTING BULLIED FOR WHATEVER REASON.HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. HE NEVER PUT HIMSELF FIRST
OR DEMANDED ANYTHING IN HIS SHORT LIVED LIFE.HE DIDN'T DESERVE TO DIE THE WAY HE DID...FOR STANDING
BY HIS BELIEFS..........
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'IN MEMORY OF MY WONDERFUL SON CHRISTOPHER ANTHONY
CAVE' 16/12/1985 TO 5/06/2003

' TAKEN WITHOUT CONSENT'

SIX YEARS ITS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY,
THATS HOW IT IS AND HOW IT WILL STAY...
YOUR NAME LIVES ON IN YOUR LEGACY,
A FOUNDATION FOR ALL TO BUILD ON
AND OUR PROMISE TO YOU IS THAT WE WILL STRIVE
TO BUILD THE FOUNDATION SO STRONG,
I KNOW YOUR BESIDES ME WHEN THINGS DO GO WRONG
OUR BOND IS ONE NO ONE CAN BREAK,
AND THAT IS THE ONE THING I CAN PROMISE YOU SON
THAT NO ONE WILL EVER TRY TAKE.

YOU LIVE INSIDE OF MY HEART AND DEEP DOWN IN
SOUL YOUR WORK I CONTINUE TO DO.
PRAYING FOR THE DAY WHEN WE ALL MEET AGAIN
AND I CAN TELL YOU HOW MUCH IVE MISSED YOU.

SO I BEGIN ANOTHER LONG CHAPTER SON,
AND BEGIN THE NEW FIGHT ALL OVER AGAIN,
GOD WILL EVENTUALLY DO SOMTHING SO THAT ALL
OF THE WAITING WONT BE IN VEIN.
AND HERE I WILL WAIT 'TILL' IT HAPPENS
WHEN ALL OF THE TRUTHS WILL COME OUT..
GOD WILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU HAVE YOUR DAY
THIS IS A FACT SON WITHOUT ANY DOUBT.

"ANOTHER YEAR JUST LIKE THE LAST SIX YEARS SON
LOVING YOU AND DREAMING OF HOW YOU WOULD LOOK
NOW, HOW YOU WOULD HAVE GROWN INTO A MORE
HANDSOME YOUNG MAN AND HOW HAPPY WE WOULD HAVE
ALL BEEN.NOW YOU ARE SAFE WERE NOBODY CAN HURT
YOU EVER AGAIN MY BRAVE DARLING BOY"

YOUR DEVOTED AND BROKEN HEARTED MAM, LITTLE BROTER
TOM AND YOUR BROKEN HEARTED NANA WHO NOW LIVES
ONLY TO DIE AND TO BE WITH HER DARLING BOY
AGAIN.KEEP WORKING YOUR MAGIC MY PRECIOUS
LITTLE 'CUTCHIE FACE' EVERY TEAR I SHED IS A
CUDDLE FOR YOU!
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PLEASE HELP US BRING THE CHRIS CAVE FOUNDATION TO
TO BECOME THE HAVEN FOR FAMILIES EVERYWERE WHO
HAVE SUFFERED THE LOSS OF A LOVED ONE TO MURDER.
HELP US TO GET THE RETREAT WE ARE DREAMING OF.
HELP US TO BE ABLE TO SHOW THE MOTHERS SUFFERING
THE PAINS FROM HELL THAT THERE IS HOPE FOR THEM
AND A LIGHT AT THE END OF THEIR VERY DARK TUNNEL.

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VISIT OUR WEBSITE AT www.chriscavefoundation.tk/ and see our many groups on facebook under these
titles.

THE CHRIS CAVE FOUNDATION
STOP THE KILLING AND SUPPORT THERESA CAVES CAUSE

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'Speaking as a mother of a murdered child i know only too well the pain and suffering that is left
behind after loosing your child to the act of Homicide.
Many people ask me 'how does it feel?' i tell them that it is impossible to explain unless it
happens to you. However the one thing i do say is this..Imagine dropping a pebble down into a well,
for ages theres nothing until eventually you hear that 'splash' as the pebble is caught by the water
below, this is how it feels inside of you only there is no sound, no splash just an endless
'nothing' no water to catch the pebble because everything has been 'ripped' out from inside of you
and you are left feeling a great big 'nothing' and that stays with you forever. Since i began
Mothers against violence, i have met so many 'mothers in pain', i have helped so many re-gain the
will to live and this is what its all about, you see you sink or you swim and for those who rightly
feel themselves sinking then we are here to keep them aflot, we are here to show them comfort
support ad help them in the aftermath of the murder. We strive to give as much understanding hope
and the re-building of their selfeateam as we can possibly do and eventually we try so hard to show
them that even though it never gets better, it never leaves you that time is not the great healer
that people say it is that there is a 'light at the end of the very long tunnel. We show through
'us' that 'they' too will eventully become the 'expert' in the act of 'painting on a smile', that
eventually 'they 'will' eventually be able to become able to 'accomodate' the pain and be able to
'controle' the agony and stress that eats away at us all. To be able to sit and hold the hand of a
'mother in pain' from the begining of their tragic ordeal, to feel her pain as it was once your pain
but to be able to 'let go of that hand' how ever long it takes following and to be able to say ' now
you can cope' without me.. is the most precious reward that anyone could ever wish to gain. This is
only 'one' of the many tasks we take on ourselves and 'why do we do this' you ask? ...because 'we'
ARE the experts in this profession, the only profession were you need only the one qualifercation to
be able to do it and that is the qualifercation of 'Life Experiance', The will to survive and to
help others survive too'. God Bless all mothers in pain. If you are suffering a loss and you can
relate to the things i have said and need to be told what you are feeling is not the signs of you
'going insane', not the start of a massive 'breakdown' but the signs of Grief that come in so mny
stages at different times and never in the same order for any one person, then PLEASE CONTACT ME OR
LEAVE ME A MESAGE. This is my hand being held out for you' xxxx





'PERPUL CHRISSY'

'PERPUL' YOU'D PRONOUNCE IT,
YOU'D SHOUT IT OUT LOUD,
PERPUL CHRISSY ON A BIG PERPUL CLOUD!
PERPUL FLOWERS HAVE THE BEST PERPUL SMELL,
PERPUL WATER FROM A PERPUL WELL...

PERPUL PEOPLE RIDE BRIGHT PERPUL BIKES,
PERPUL KIDDIES FLY BIG PERPUL KITES...
PERPUL PETER, PERPUL PAUL,
PERPUL HUMPTY ON A PERPUL WALL...
EVERYTHINGS PERPUL AND IT FEELS SO GOOD,
PERPUL FINGERS PLAYING HAPPILY IN THICK PERPUL
MUD...
AS I WIPE AWAY TEARS ON A HANKIE OF ROUGH PERPUL
WOOD.

'DO YOU BELIEVE IN ANGELS?'
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DO YOU EVER SIT ALONE IN A ROOM?
DO YOU APPRECIATE AN OPEN BLOOM?...............
DO YOU SMELL ITS SWEET PERFUME?

DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO TALK OUT LOUD, BUT NO-ONES
THERE TO HEAR,
DO YOU HEAR A VOICE CALL OUT YOUR NAME SO CLOSE UPTO
YOUR EAR?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT A SUDDEN CHILL PASS BY,
AND THE HAIR ON YOUR NECK STANDS UP???
HAVE YOU GONE TO POUR A CUP OF TEA BUT SOMEONES
MOVED YOUR CUP !!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ANGELS, DO THEY MAKE YOU SMILE
HAVE YOU FELT ONE ON EACH SHOULDER,
AS YOU WALK THAT WEIRY MILE?
DO YOU KNOW THAT ALL THESE THINGS ARE MESSAGES TO
YOU...
DO YOU BELIEVE THAT THEY EXIST ?
WELL I'LL TELL YOU .. YES THEY DO !



'MY DREAM'
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'LAST NIGHT I HAD THE STANGEST DREAM,
YOU WERE STOOD LAUGHING OUT LOUD AND AROUND YOU
WAS A BLINDING BEAM.
IT WAS BUILT UP OF SUCH COLOURS AND ALL WERE
AGLEAM, MIXING TOGETHER LIKE THE COLOURS DO WHEN
YOU LIGHT A CATHRINE WHEEL.
COLOURS I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN, THE BRIGHTEST
'GOLDEN-BLUE' 'TURQUOISE-RED' AND 'AMBER-GREEN'
WITH SILVER RUNNING THROUGH.

SHOOTING STARS WERE FLYING FROM THE RAYS YOU DID
ADORN, THE ATHMOSPHERE ELECTRIC AND OH SO VERY
WARM,
YOU HELD YOUR HAND OUT TO ME,
YOUR GRIP SO FIRM SO STRONG,
YOU WALKED WITH ME TOWARDS THE LIGHT,,
THEN I AWOKE AND YOU WERE GONE.

DEAR GOD..........
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DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER, SWEET ANGELS SPIRITS TRUE,
I THINK I NEED SOME GUIDENCE SO I GIVE MY THOUGHTS
TO YOU.
AS YOU ALL KNOW I AM GRIEVING, A PROCESS I AM TOLD,
THAT EVERY MOTHER GOES THROUGH WHEN YOU CALL HER
CHILD BACK TO YOUR FOLD.
I KNOW THAT HE IS SAFE NOW, AND HAPPY WITH YOU ALL,
BUT WHY ALLOW HIM SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE YOU MADE HIM
FALL? WHY DID YOU SHOW HIM FEAR IN SUCH AN
UNSPEAKABLE AMMOUNT,
WHY DIDN'T YOU ALLOW MY EARS TO HEAR HIM SCREAM AND
HEAR HIM SHOUT.
WHY COULDN'T HE WHO DONE NO HARM TO ANY LIVING
THING, SLIP AWAY INSIDE HIS SLEEP TILL HIS LIFE
WITH YOU BEGAN AGAIN. WHY IS IT THAT THE DEVIL
CAME TO SCARE MY LITTLE CHILD.
WHO WAS WITHOUT EVIL THOUGHT IN BODY NOR IN MIND?
WHO WAS MADE TO SCREAM, RUN FOR HIS LIFE AS PEOPLE
JUST STOOD BY.WHO JUST LAY THERE IN FRONT OF ME
WITHOUT THAT SPARKLE IN HIS EYES.
WHY PUT MY CHILD THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN........
WHAT WAS THERE TO GAIN?????????????????????????

'EVERYTHINGS FOR A REASON' I HEAR YOU SAY INSIDE MY
HEAD,'HIS SOUL IS FREE AND HAPPY NOW, JUST HIS
'OVERCOAT' LAY DEAD..
'HE ISN'T HURTING ANYMORE, NOT FEELING NO MORE
NOT FEELING NO MORE PAIN.HIS LIFE ON EARTH
TO THE FULL, HE DIDN'T DIE IN VEIN,YOU SEE EACH
PERSON HAS A TASK AND WHEN THEIR TASK IS DONE,
THEN ITS TIME OUR FATHER SAYS TO CALL THAT SOUL
BACK HOME.
AND IT SEEMS SO HARSH AND SO UNFAIR TO THOSE HE
LEAVES BEHIND BUT THATS THE SAME OLD SAYING 'CRUEL
TO BE KIND'
NOW MAYBYE THIS WILL EASE YOUR PAIN, A SECRET I
WILL TELL,
WHEN A MOTHERS TEARS FALL, THEY FALL INTO GODS WELL.
THIS IS WHY HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST THE VERY BEST AND
OH SO PURE.BECAUSE THOSE TEARS ARE SO PRECIOUS AND
THAT MY DEARS FOR SURE.
EACH MORNING GOD TAKES A BUCKET FULL OF MOTHERS
TEARS AND WATERS LITTLE SEEDS,THEN PLANTS THEM DEEP
IN WARMEST SOILS AND TENDS TO ALL THEIR NEEDS
WERE THE SEEDS TURN INTO SEEDLINGS WITH TINY HEARTS
THAT SWELL,AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT TINY LIVES BEGIN
AGAIN.!
'TO MOTHERS IN PAIN' BY THERESA CAVE